i hate wanting to die i hate feeling like i’ll never be good enough i hate knowing i won’t ever get to wake up next to anyone i hate that i’m not important enough to be cared about and that my problems are only worth an “i’m sorry” or “move away” or “i don’t know what to tell you.”
i don’t think anyone likes me i don’t think anyone has ever liked me i don’t think anyone will ever like me i haven’t felt loved ever
bl-ossomed: do you ever just sit there and realize that you mean nothing to anyone and you start feeling like shit
only-by-night: I wish I had someone to talk to. // ]]]]>]]> // ]]]]>]]>
Reasons why I don't like starting conversations...
booitsjess: I feel annoying. I feel like you might not want to talk. I feel unwanted when you don’t reply. It normally turns awkward and fades out. However If you talk to me first and make attempts to keep conversation going you are a holy being in my mind. Yes omg
only-by-night: What did I do to make no one love me?
s0tc: there’s only so much socializing i can handle before i get exhausted and just start getting annoyed of everyone and want to go home and sleep or lock myself up in my room and play video games or go on the computer
i hate when you become really close with someone but then they start becoming friends with other people and they slowly forget about you and you’re just like oh